Low Blows

How many days can I continue to do this? My concern is not about me but how I am viewed; by the people I love. I'm here shaking my head, because this shit doesn't stop . I'm damned if I do & damned if I don't. My upbringing has made me a bit more extreme, when I see something not going in the right direction; I change the direction.

. I want to live a big life, by my own standards. The judgement is brutal, I can only win my way, your world doesn't work for me. My determination doesn't have a color. Just the other day I was pretty much told, to give up, because I'm black; That's why I know I will succeed, there isn't much competition, with thinking like that. Looking forward to a 4 door Bentley as my daily driver. What color is the content of someones character?