We can go hard!!!

Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, Ephesians 3:20 NIV https://bible.com/bible/111/eph.3.20.NIV

Romans

We have different gifts, according to the grace given to each of us. If your gift is prophesying, then prophesy in accordance with your faith; if it is serving, then serve; if it is teaching, then teach; if it is to encourage, then give encouragement; if it is giving, then give generously; if it is to lead, do it diligently; if it is to show mercy, do it cheerfully. Romans 12:6‭-‬8 NIV http://bible.com/111/rom.12.6-8.NIV

Bob Proctor - As You Think So Shall You Become - How to Think Positive!

She a bad bitch!!!!!

    This year is a bit different from the previous years; first off no more dealership, couldn't die there, just couldn't see it being my end game.  I am determine that when I go out, it will be on my terms. My wife and I felt that we had a good run with the life we been living, but it was a time to get back our most precious commodity; time. We have never taken our eyes off our goals, our kids are getting older; and more demanding of (daddy time) they don't understand money all they know is daddy is at work and it was either Mommy, nanny and never daddy. That shit is unacceptable. To each their own, I know of many Families that the father is there on the weekends, and I guess that works for them(God Bless'em) But my kids are going to get a heavy dose of daddy's philosophy, of demanding the most out of life, doing what I want when I want to, traveling, visiting foreign lands. I want to be the major influence in their lives. If I were to create pie chart of my life it would've look like 98% work, 1% family, .5% wife, .5% me. Our house got so full of STUFF, just extra shit! We operated out of guilt of not being around,  it was tough on us( all of us), difficult on our marriage too. This too has been an adjustment, being around, and being depended on to matter #WorkInProgress.

 

Low Blows

How many days can I continue to do this? My concern is not about me but how I am viewed; by the people I love. I'm here shaking my head, because this shit doesn't stop . I'm damned if I do & damned if I don't. My upbringing has made me a bit more extreme, when I see something not going in the right direction; I change the direction.

. I want to live a big life, by my own standards. The judgement is brutal, I can only win my way, your world doesn't work for me. My determination doesn't have a color. Just the other day I was pretty much told, to give up, because I'm black; That's why I know I will succeed, there isn't much competition, with thinking like that. Looking forward to a 4 door Bentley as my daily driver. What color is the content of someones character?

40 is Not the New 20

Turning 40 has made my thought process completely different, I feel as though it's race to retirement. I want all our debt gone, I want to save a lot more money, move in to our headquarter home in Chandler, our retirement home. My main immediate goals are to Grow our business Tiburon Xchange, crush my job pay plan!, drive cars that are paid off (that will be a first, the whole car thing). There have been some major changes in my house hold; my oldest daughter decided to come live with us as she gets established in her field of choice. All I ask is respect and to be an addition to our family. They say our house is boring, I say don't bring yo ass over here then, we don't have time for your petty crap anyway, you fricken time killer! We are trying to use life up, we make our best effort to not waste time on things that won't matter tomorrow. We focus on "Minding our Business", it's about achievement over here. This life we are living is by design, not default. I truly love my life. The past 90 days have been challenging , started a new gig selling Telecom, which I have no experience, but since I know sales, the vehicle doesn't really matter. Everything has to be sold in this world, either your buying or selling. Oh, had my first experience with a non selling sales manager, he never sold, but was stuck on playing manager, we call it "manager-idious" with a bunch rules that at the end of the day didn't put numbers on the board. To his defense he was setup to fail, he didn't have a clue of how to lead, and was dragging my ass down the same path. Recently things have gotten better, they got someone in there that has done it before on a high level, and finally I can breathe. But now my ass is behind the 8 ball, with 30 days to make it happen, or I go away. But I figure, who cares Kieran, you can make it happen. With this new air I'm able to breathe, my success and confidence is starting to make a move in a positive direction, amazing what can happen when you can trust what the manager says cuz he done it and had success. This burning desire is for my family and I to stay harmonious, allow God to work through us, no one said it would be easy, just that it would be worth it....

He forgot his toothbrush again...

When I told him I was coming to pick him up for Thanksgiving, I said "make sure to bring clothes and a toothbrush, the distant between our homes is far and he would be here maybe thru the weekend, which he was". I knew the first time had to be a mispack, we supplied him the last toothbrush, and he just left it at our house and it appeared unused. So this time I made a point to remind him to bring his own. Still to this day I dont think he gets it. My family has a scapegoats for all their issues, my two sisters and the drugs they love. My mom says "he don't know no better". But does that give him a reason not to brush his teeth, he looks in the mirror everyday and to have his mouth look so horrible at such a young age, it so bad I can't watch him talk, I get distracted. At the rate he's going, he'll have dentures in his thrities, no joke....