This year is a bit different from the previous years; first off no more dealership, couldn't die there, just couldn't see it being my end game. I am determine that when I go out, it will be on my terms. My wife and I felt that we had a good run with the life we been living, but it was a time to get back our most precious commodity; time. We have never taken our eyes off our goals, our kids are getting older; and more demanding of (daddy time) they don't understand money all they know is daddy is at work and it was either Mommy, nanny and never daddy. That shit is unacceptable. To each their own, I know of many Families that the father is there on the weekends, and I guess that works for them(God Bless'em) But my kids are going to get a heavy dose of daddy's philosophy, of demanding the most out of life, doing what I want when I want to, traveling, visiting foreign lands. I want to be the major influence in their lives. If I were to create pie chart of my life it would've look like 98% work, 1% family, .5% wife, .5% me. Our house got so full of STUFF, just extra shit! We operated out of guilt of not being around, it was tough on us( all of us), difficult on our marriage too. This too has been an adjustment, being around, and being depended on to matter #WorkInProgress.
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